February 9, 2010

update~

fast updates about my life so so far..

..life is getting hectic && cruel day by day.
..charger lap top rosak :(
..Malam Gemilang Sepuluh (MGS) is just around the corner; but I'm 100% positive that I'm NOT going. nope I just don't feel like going to. annual dinners/proms/whatsoever just aren't my thing.
..officially broke with only 15 bucks in my purse :(
..assignments && presentations are driving me crazy.
..I feel lonely && useless (but at times I feel used, too). I'm unreliable. I'm complicated. I feel asphyxiated && I'm suffocated by my own way of life. I'm clueless. I'm in a state of dilemma. I'm happy but I feel complex too. Euphoria & Labyrinth..
..MISTRUSTFULNESS && PARANOID.
..but above all - here I am! breathing. alive. that's all that matters right?

*as usual, I need my support system very badly :(

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