creepiest dream ever

i swear i had the creepiest and weirdest dream ever last night; a disastrous nightmare that scare the effin' hell out of me.

I WAS MARRIED TO MY BIAS (you know who) and HAD BABY YOOGEUN.

it was a damn good 'academy-award-best-picture-winner-movie' type of dream UNTIL i had this one ugly woman who came up to me and tell me that she's PREGNANT. and it's my husband's. and no no no, that wasnt the worst part. i was waiting for him at home for an explanation but i ended up receiving another shocking news - he came home with another pregnant woman, this time holding a 4 or 5 year old girl; claiming that i'm not the only wife he had. HE HAD ANOTHER WIFE with a DAUGHTER and expecting another baby - and it's gonna be TWINS.

and how dare he told me that he's going to marry the first pregnant woman too T_______T

crap. i feel so betrayed. that was probably the scariest dream i ever had in my 20-turning-21-soon years of living.

i remember every single part of it. i can even remember his cellphone number.

well the only precious moment in that dream is that i had the helplessly adorable YOOGEUN as my son; the only tiny little ray of hope that's left in my life after being betrayed by my husband.

CREEPY, i tell you. me, as the dreamer was hopelessly betrayed by my own dream.

because im your NEMO. i keep losing my way but you never fail to bring me back. take me there and please keep me there forever :)

R.I.P in heaven :')

"your spirit pulls me through, when nothing else will do".

you're a great man, a great father, a great friend, a wonderful human being with a beautiful heart and soul; that's why you're so important to him. you brought him up so well - we owe and thank you for that wholeheartedly. it has been 4 years since you left, but you'll always be remembered and missed; never forgotten even for a second. please keep watching over him from where you are now, dont ever stop cheering, protecting and smiling for him. you're his strength and inspiration. and one day when he meet you again in heaven, please hug him tightly; tell him how much miss him and how proud you were. RIP in heaven :')