team jacob or team edward? (=

team JASPER all the way! :D

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hi :)

salam semua :)

maaflah sebab lama dah tak menziarah. berhempas pulas aku memerah otak untuk mengingat balik password blogger ni. alhamdulillah, akhirnya dapat jugak. so, here i am. im writing again :)

selama tak muncul di blogger ni, aku berumahtangga di tumblr. kalau senang-senang dan ada kelapangan, jenguk-jenguklah aku di sini.

buat masa ni aku tak punya banyak cerita untuk dikongsi di sini. ermm cerita tu memang banyak sebenarnya, tapi jari-jemari ni macam beratlah pulak nak menaip. almaklumlah malas. jam pun dah pukul 2.30 pagi. bila jari dah berat, alamatnya mata pun beratlah juga.. lagipun aku tengah bertarung nyawa dengan final exam sekarang. makanya, lepas habis segala azab dan selesai menghabiskan ink pen menjawab exam, aku kembali menulis. banyak benda jugak aku nak kongsikan ni. amacam? deal?

till then, jangan nakal-nakal.. :)

best study method for finals???

get your effin' ass off FB, twitter, formspring and tumblr :P

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creepiest dream ever

i swear i had the creepiest and weirdest dream ever last night; a disastrous nightmare that scare the effin' hell out of me.

I WAS MARRIED TO MY BIAS (you know who) and HAD BABY YOOGEUN.

it was a damn good 'academy-award-best-picture-winner-movie' type of dream UNTIL i had this one ugly woman who came up to me and tell me that she's PREGNANT. and it's my husband's. and no no no, that wasnt the worst part. i was waiting for him at home for an explanation but i ended up receiving another shocking news - he came home with another pregnant woman, this time holding a 4 or 5 year old girl; claiming that i'm not the only wife he had. HE HAD ANOTHER WIFE with a DAUGHTER and expecting another baby - and it's gonna be TWINS.

and how dare he told me that he's going to marry the first pregnant woman too T_______T

crap. i feel so betrayed. that was probably the scariest dream i ever had in my 20-turning-21-soon years of living.

i remember every single part of it. i can even remember his cellphone number.

well the only precious moment in that dream is that i had the helplessly adorable YOOGEUN as my son; the only tiny little ray of hope that's left in my life after being betrayed by my husband.

CREEPY, i tell you. me, as the dreamer was hopelessly betrayed by my own dream.

because im your NEMO. i keep losing my way but you never fail to bring me back. take me there and please keep me there forever :)

R.I.P in heaven :')

"your spirit pulls me through, when nothing else will do".

you're a great man, a great father, a great friend, a wonderful human being with a beautiful heart and soul; that's why you're so important to him. you brought him up so well - we owe and thank you for that wholeheartedly. it has been 4 years since you left, but you'll always be remembered and missed; never forgotten even for a second. please keep watching over him from where you are now, dont ever stop cheering, protecting and smiling for him. you're his strength and inspiration. and one day when he meet you again in heaven, please hug him tightly; tell him how much miss him and how proud you were. RIP in heaven :')

awal semester

ohh hello sume *fuhh fuhh.. meniup habuk debu dan sesawang*. lama gila tak update blog ni haa. rindu aku tak? huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu tak rindu pon takpe. aku update pun bukannye korang nak baca kan?

well sepanjang tempoh aku menghilangkan diri dari blog ni, aku telah menemui cinta baru di tumblr. aku kini dah berumahtangga di tumblr pulak dah sekarang, tapi jangan risau aku masih tetap akan mengemaskini blog peribadi ni (walaupun jarang). nak ke link tumblr aku? ermm lain kali la ye aku bagi?

anyhoos..

nak dijadikan cerita aku ni baru je memulakan tahun kedua aku di universiti malaya ni ha. aissshh sophomore kate orang putih di negara uncle sam. kenal uncle sam? alaaah negara uncle sam tu amerika la.. so macam biasa la pulak kan, kalau awal-awal sem ni mesti ade je masalah. clash kat sana sini. naik jenuh aku nak register subjek. jangan kata clash antara jabatan major ngan minor, clash antara paper major pun ada tau. macam mana tuh? sekarang major minor aku dah tunggang langgang. major ke laut, minor ke bukit, sah sah kene extend ni kang. sape nak jawab? rujuk kat orang jabatan, orang jabatan buat tak cara je. sepak ke situ, terajang ke sana, tolak ke sinun. macam haram je. menyampah aku! dengan duit ptptnnye tinggal sejemput je. aku nak makan ape sem ni? nak potong pon agak-agak la kan. ni main tolak je. mentang-mentang duit pinjaman. akai takdak.

..dan aku masih lagi di kktaz; kolej kediaman tun ahmad zaidi (kolej 10) yang sekarang dah jadi macam international house sebab bebudak international bersepah-sepah. ade je merata-rata. rasa macam aku pulak budak international. sedih kot.. bukan aku tak menerima kebanjiran (waaaahhh kauuu) student international kat kolej ni, tapi rasa sunyi yang amat. dengan slow rocknye pon dah takde. laman perindu jadi sunyi gile. kalau dulu pukul 3 4 pagi pun masih lagi dengar bunyi cik-cik kak sebelah menyebelah tengah bergosip dan anak-anak jantan kaum adam bersorak melalak main game. sekarang beruk pun dah tak nampak batang hidung dah.. uhhhh. aku tahu kolej takkan semeriah dulu tapi aku tetap nak tinggal kat sini. walaupun semua dah berubah. senang nak sesuaikan diri dengan orang baru, tapi susah nak adapt dengan tempat baru. biarlah orangnye silih berganti, asal kolej masih tetap begitu. bak kata orang (orang la) tempat jatuh lagikan dikenang, inikan pula tempat bergelak ketawa dan bergurau senda tak hengat dunia. macam slow rock tu laaaa.. T.T

anyways,

sem ni aku dok sebilik ngan mastini. syukur alhamdulillah; dapat berumahtangga dengan member karib yang memang aku dah rasa selesa. dapat pulak bilik kat tingkat 1. uhhhh memang kurang la semput dan sengal kaki panjat tangga. kktaz la pulak kan, tangga macam batu caves.

ye, banyak perkara yang aku nak komplen sebenarnye. tapi kalau asyik nak komplen je lagu mana masalah nak selesai ye dak? kesimpulannya, benda yang nampak kekal macam dulu sebenarnya dah jauh berubah, dan perkara yang orang sangkakan dah berubah tu sebenarnya masih sama je seperti dulu. ikut je la labu. 'go with the flow' kata omputih. yang penting idop still jalan. redah je la kan? buat hal sendiri sudaaahh.